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 Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 1:19 AMIt's sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along
Oh gosh I miss people I wanna fly to where ever they are and give them a hug and say hi. I'm leaving for New Jersey in December, and I'll be spending Christmas there :O yayyy which means snow and real christmas atmosphere. And yes, I'm flying alone, but I'm meeting Nelson there and staying at his house (: I know I'm going to be very extra at his family's Christmas party which I guess is a big deal in western countries, but apparently they welcome me to join them heehee. I'll hve to prepare presents for his huge ass family before I leave and I'll have to do my research on where to go heh, just in case nelson hasn't planned for my trip there, but then I'm pretty sure he has because he's thoughtful and nice (OMG look, I'm complimenting you!) I've been really into the fierce wife lately it's so nice to watch, but then why is WSH the bad guy ): nooooo.. i actually like him. but dylan's still cute anyway. Anyway my love for the people at Esplanade is growing day by day, I love them so much that I could hug them and stay with them forever. I'm not one who like saying 'I love you' to people, because it's too mushy to me but I like using it in writing. I'm not one who like to use formality either, I don't like using korkor, jiejie etc that's pretty weird to me. So don't be alarmed or think my siblings are rude when they call me by my name k I can't finish this post anymore I'm too distracted by my itouch.
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Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 9:39 PM Yeah I wanna marry you
I love spending time with the people at esplanade, they are all so friendly nice awesome helpful bubbly and everything else good. They make staying at working for 5hours pass midnight fun and not tiring because I love being near and working beside them, I admire their enthusiasm and I really enjoy all their jokes. Thank you for allowing me to enjoy myself; Cheryl YiThong Kiat Suyi Mark Isaac Yuslyana Emi Isabelle Meiyin Suyi I LOVE THESE PEOPLE TO BITSSS LA
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Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 2:08 AM I am very sure I made the wrong choice now, the fact that I made the wrong choice is looking me in the face now. I'm so frustrated with my CCA, the exco, the events, the people in my CCA etc SCREW IT. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010 @ 1:06 AM Because they're so nice, they don't want to create any emotional burden or drama for anyone but themselves
I'm quite worried these days because of my o levels, just my entire secondary 4 life as a whole.The first thing I'll face next year is of course taking back my Chinese results which will decide if I can stay in Higher Chinese, I worry because Joe failed his Chinese exams and I'm around his standard, what if I fail Yeah most people think im a super negative person, I am, I just feel that its better to prepare myself for the worse and not put my hopes too high, because it'll result in greater disappointment And then there's O levels, I'm not really worried about humanities or languages 'cause they supposed to be what I'm good at. But then there's still Physics Chemistry and both maths, I've always thought my Physics was rather strong until this year, the highest I got for an official test/exam was only a 53, that's complete crap. I need to buck up for both Maths, I'm supposed to be good at maths, my entire family is really placing alot of hopes on maths because it.s supposed to be good considering the fact I could get full marks three years in a row in Primary School. I have to do well especially since I have this huge responsibility to do well and set an example for my siblings and so that I can help them academically in the future, that's something bad about being the oldest in the family. Oh and my sleep timings are pretty much screwed, I sleep at 4 every early morning and wake up at 1pm in the afternoon, I can even feel my organs deteriorating as do type this post I'm going back to facetiming w Nelson bye back to top? |
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Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 4:08 AM I (L) my best friend ! (:
I HAVE AN IPOD TOUCH NOWAll thanks to my mum gerald gerine and k They're so awesome and nice to get me an itouch despite me failing two subjects overall this year I think I really have to buck up before I continue failing till o levels and I can't get into law I swear I'll cry a river out hor I've been facetime-ing with other friends like Nelson ivy Jessica Joe and its damn fun It's free and we get to see each other 24/7 Coolest thing on earth okay !! I'll update properly when I get to use the comp yeah I just can't seem to get use to the apple keypad (cause I have fat thumbs cannot ah) In summary I haven't been very well for the past few days until yesterday. K bye. back to top? |
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Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 11:58 PM It gets higher day by day and it gets deeper everyday
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW RETARD(S) ASS(ES) I'm so pissed right now, I think I can go on a rage and kill people I dislike Seriously I don't live for you guys. I have my own life. Don't tell me a time the midnight before and expect me to be free and turn up. It's not my fault that I HAVE to be there, you guys threw the stuff to me, so you jolly well make sure I can bring it to your SCREWED UP event KNN. And if you know you won't be able to get it organised within a day, should have started earlier, leaving last minute things will just result in unhappy people, like me now, and a screwed up event. I'm sorry I won't enjoy tomorrow's event even if I go because I won't enjoy "catching up on good old memories" with you guys, fyi, I DON'T SHARE ANYTHING W YOU TWO, YOU MAKE ME ROLL MY EYES A THOUSAND TIMES IN A MINUTE, yeah. Just because you're in student council doesn't give you the right to show me your crappy attitude, it just shows me that you don't deserve the position you're in now. I'm sorry if you're "tired and spinning" because YOU ASKED FOR IT so suck it up. Gosh I think I have anger management issues yes I know. I can't control my anger, I can be real nice and friendly and then really really mad the next. I change my face very quickly because I have zero tolerance for people who disrespect me or people around me. Oh speaking of which, I was taking a bus the other day, and this lady was putting her boobs onto my back because she was trying to push me into the bus when everyone else was trying to alight. I mean c'mon it's not like I'm not moving in, I have to wait for people to alight first right. If not you expect me to squeeze with them meh. That's retarded. It's not like there won't be any seats left since I'm like the 4th person and the whole back part of the bus was empty. HELLO PATIENCE OKAY. Gosh. Oh well I'm missing out on Class chalet, I'm sorry to say this but I really don't see the point in the chalet (305 classmates, please don't get offended by this, it's just a personal biased opinion, I'm not being personal) but I think Class Chalets are just a way to attract attention and jealousy from other classes or to put on a fake show to show how bonded the class is (not). Especially when you're seeing each other next year, so there's technically no meaning or significance in the chalet since we're aren't really bonded in the first place (we have cliques). I've realized that I do dislike a number of people, some are plain annoying but some I just dislike for no apparent reason. I actually feel guilty for disliking someone who is nice to me I feel really bad but I can't help myself from disliking them, I dare say I make the effort to like them but I just can't okay, maybe I should let nature take its course or something. Recently I realized my friend has changed, and it sucks to the max. I mean first all she talks about is things that are about her, everything is just HER HER HER, and I swear it's getting annoying. Okay, maybe I do too, but well if I do, people should let me know so I (might/can) change. Oh well Wish me luck for my interview tomorrow Bye |
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@ 1:18 AM It ain't called life if it's always perfect
School ended finally yay. But I'm so freakin' bored, my sleeping hours are screwed and god knows how much CIP I've joined to make my target of 300hours LOL. Well anyway, I've been reading up on countries, or maybe states as well. I like to travel but I don't like taking the plane, I just don't feel safe flying in the air because I know I don't have wings. I've prettied much wiki-ed googled watched documentary on a huge number of states and I've compiled places/states/countries I want to go before I die.
I like places with loads of historical background, I have a huge interest in history. I like being where people experienced important or big events in their life, I like seeing for myself and feeling what they feel, I want to know what it feels like to be in their shoes. Thats why I want to visit Mexico to know more about the Aztec Empire), Egypt because I love Ancient Egypt history and the idea of learning more about mummification, King Tut, Nefertiti, Cleopatra etc, Greece for the history of the Spartans and more. I'm a very history person, I enjoy history a lot. And that's one reason why I would want to visit a country so much. Another reason is I want to experience the countryside life. Being a Singaporean, I stayed in Singapore for the 15 years of my life. It may not be as busy as New York or idk where else, but no matter how far you stay from the city (Orchard, Raffles City) it's still near a road and it's definitely not quiet. Plus everything is so fast-paced here, and everyone experiences stress. Because of the high standards of living, the working and studying population are super pressurized to work/study hard to be good at something which leads to even little kids to be pressurized to study hard to stay ahead of their peers which totally deprives them of their childhood. Even retired people who should be enjoying their retirement are stressed for their children. Ohwell you get the picture.  Credits to Person This is what I desire, to stay in a peaceful quiet place with my family and live happily ever after Okay la, I know not possible and I should stop dreaming Don't get me wrong, I love Singapore. I love the food, the people (well, maybe not all), the environment (NOT the weather) and the safeness but you know, it's good to open up your mind/eyes/visions/views in a different environment right. Plus I didn't say I wanted to migrate, I just said VISIT. Ohwell I guess I'll just have to study hard, work hard, save up and go on a road trip one day. Bye. |
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 6:12 PM Courage
I guess I can officially strike O Levels Chinese off my list of important things to do this year. I can't express how I'm so happy now because I'm saying goodbye to Chinese O levels, I've been anticipating it okay well maybe anticipating is the wrong word but you get what I mean, from the start of Secondary Three. I'm quite confident of an A for paper one but paper two, I must say, Not so. I may fail. K I don't want to comment any further because I'm going to put the load off my chest. I lost vision like completely blanked out, all I saw was whiteness for a period of time, TWICE today. I think there's something bad going wrong with my body. Oh and here's a shout out to my other friends who took the paper and reads my blog, don't feel sad over the paper because it's over anyway. SMILE (: I need my A1 and I want my A1 badly. Yeah I'm pretty hard on myself, I know. But the more my family and friends try to wish me luck and tell me to calm down and stop worrying, I feel bad because I know they care and I don't want to disappoint them. And also I have a secret (maybe not so secret now) desire to top the class in Chinese. Plus I worked hard to be eligible to take Higher Chinese in Secondary School after the HOD in Clementi Primary didn't allow me to when I returned from 2 years of living in Taiwan, I mean WTF WHY NOT LA, it's a chinese speaking country leh. So I'm going to have to score at least an A2 to continue my Higher Chinese education. Actually I was pretty stressed up waiting outside the classroom this morning, to say the least. I mean, how can I feel relaxed when Zhuang Laoshi told me "要考A1哦" and all the other teachers from Cultural Camp to actually have chose me to be a leader because they are confident I will get an A for this O levels. Oh well what's done can't be undone right. Thanks Gerald, Kel, William Fang and Gao Laoshi who messaged me in the morning to wish me good luck. (: On the lighter note, Glee is awesome LOL I think I'm repeating the same thing every week, but seriously it's so awesome I can't stand it anymore, in a good way of course. I'm leaving this video here because I love darren criss yay. I can't believe they actually cast him omg I can't stop being happy. OMG IT'S DARREN CRISS !!!!!! YAYYYYY
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010 @ 11:42 AM Failure is always an option - Adam Savage
I was watching Mythubusters this morning and yeah basically that's what Adam said. and I immediately couldn't stop nodding my head. I don't understand why people can't face failure graciously, pick themselves up and continue working hard again. Why are people resorting to suicide or get into depression when they fail. I admit I'm not someone who can face failure without going into depression for awhile, but I believe I can walk away and learn from it. I quote my 高老师， “人生不就是这样吗” So people, stop slitting your wrists or jumping down buildings when everything in your life seem to be failing. It just means you have to try harder k. I have Chinese O levels tomorrow. I won't say I don't give a damn about it but I won't say I'm mugging hard for it either. I can't bring myself to, because I choose to believe in my Chinese standards. Okay maybe that's not the most reliable way for an A1, but then again, I can't bring myself to study Chinese. I mean how am I supposed to? Tell me, and I'll consider. Oh and I think my family are super supportive and I appreciate their thoughts very much. Okay I'm going back to watching Gossip Girl. Bye.
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Saturday, November 6, 2010 @ 11:01 PM When I think of you I think of a place where there's love overflowing
I have no idea what to write for today but I just have this urge to blog So I went to Stomp and yeah I read a few articles on Public Display of Affection (aka PDA) I never really took notice about such acts until a few weeks ago when two students were making out at my grandmother's void deck and she was completely dumbfounded by them even though she said it wasn't the first time and not the only couple to do so. Personally I think mild PDA like holding hands hands over shoulders kind of thing is okay, but making out touching boobs is not, I mean seriously, that's just ... cheap and disgusting. I don't care if people do that in private, I mean if they decide to not care about the consequences then if they get STIs or pregnant, they deserve it. When they do it in public not only is it an eyesore to the general public, it's also polluting the minds of the younger generation and for that, they deserve to be shot. I shared a view with someone recently but I can't exactly remember who because I'm pretty blur. But I remember mentioning that I don't think announcing to the entire world about having a new girl(boy)friend is appropriate until it's quite a steady thing Simply because it saves yourself the trouble to having to explain to everyone when you break up. I'm not saying that a quite steady boy(girl)friend won't break up with you, but if they wanted to they would have done so earlier right. Okay I don't think I make sense anymore. I'll skip to another point. I really hate it when I know I've drifted apart from people I used to know and talk to a lot It has happened to me quite often actually, Kelmond Nelson Qiyuan Mervyn etc Sometimes I think if things would be any different if I didn't drift away from them, but I understand that everything must happen for a reason either for the better or the worse. Well I know we can't be as close anymore but I still hope we all can still be friends. Yeah I do have better guy friends than girl friends. (Some person asked me on formspring but I can't be bothered to answer it there) Don't ask me why I just do, maybe because I used to behave more boyishly? I've been through the boyish phrase which meant over sized dark colored t shirts with Bermudas. Oh well I'm tired but I'm pretty excited for tomorrow because I'll be going out with my dear family. Bye. |
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Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 10:08 PM Happiness is what's around me ~~
I'm surrounded by a trunk load of happiness yesterday and todayEven though Chinese Cultural Camp ended yesterday, I didn't cry but instead I really had fun spending the last day with my group and I'm really really proud of them wts I sound like their mother or something I'll probably blog about Chinese Camp tomorrow because i'm so freaking tired now and I'm trying to catch up on my homework sleep and everything else Spent today watching Tom and Jerry with Gerald since 4pm and having home cooked spaghetti that tasted disgusting for dinner Even so I enjoyed his company (: I'll blog tomorrow because I'm so tired now and I'm going back to sleep already bye
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