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Hello, I'm Joanne
15 years young when 3 October arrives
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So I'm heading out to school in a few hours time to collect my GCE O levels results and I'm beginning to freak out.
There's butterflies in my stomach, my legs are trembling, my hands wobbling and it's not like my flu is making anything better.

I'm very worried.
I don't want to see a 20 something on my results, because I know it'll get me nowhere except nursing.
I want a six.
And because of that it's an extra pressure on myself.

I admit that I didn't study as I should have before the O's and I deserve whatever I get later on.
But still, I am holding on to that little spark of hope I have.

I want to do well and I need to do well.
I hate disappointing people; people who has faith in me, who didn't give up on me when my results were atrocious. I'm afraid of looking them in the eye and seeing nothing but disappointment.

I strongly believe in leading by example. I need to set a good example for my siblings, I just have to. They look up to me too much that I can't possibly do badly for them to follow in my ways.

The teachers already know our results and I hope I won't see any of them because I don't want to see their disappointed face.

Now, I'm reading back at the goal I've set for myself before O's, they all seem so unachievable. I doubt I'll actually get it. But I blame no one but myself for the lack of hard work.

My plan for later is probably to collect results and walk away until I reach somewhere quiet before I open it.
So that just in case I break down, nobody will be there to comfort me.
I will need my alone time.

See you world. I hope I return with good news. back to top?