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 Random FactsI love my FORBISSEA team and Taipei European School. Of course, I do love Clementi Primary & Nan Hua High too. NEVER insult Taeyang & 阮经天 in my face. Or any of my family and friends. J'adore le francais.♥. |
 Joanne says hi15 years young when 3 October arrives Welcome to my world. I speak my mind, and I'm not in the least sensitive. So if you're unhappy with it, please kindly click the little red cross the the top right corner of your computer screen. Thank You (: |
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 Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 8:42 PMThings happened over the pass couple of days and I admit I haven't been of the best of mood I guess it's the stress and myself to blame. I know I don't confront problems in the face, and I choose to run away from it because I'm afraid of worsening the situation I know I shut the world out because I'm afraid of being let down by the world again I know I can't take abrupt changes because I'm afraid I don't fit in. My life wasn't all the perfect with my awesome clique. I had my own share of those moments before them okay. Probably more that the average because yes, I'm Asian and I was in an International school. And It's not like I haven't been hurt by a friend before. I recieved a whole email from Gerald because he knew I was feeling down When everything gets hard, don't hold back your tears because I want the chance to be there for you. Just cry and let everything bad run down your check and evaporate in the sun because everything will be okay after that. .... I'll be there for you, I promise, because I care for you. This made me cry shit but still tyvm. And there's Nelson who offered to send me a packet of tissue to wipe my tears -.- I really appreciate the both of you. Thanks ah. (L) I hate it when I break down near my birthday every year. First it was PSLE then EOYs to add to the stress.
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Yeah that's me I function this way. I think I have depression now. Or maybe it's the stress. Whatever. I'm going to sleep. Bye. |
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@ 7:01 PM Sometimes you just have to come clean. No matter how many dirty secrets come out.
LOL I think Jeca just gave up on the letter thing haha, so did Nelson Jessica Stephanie Tina and I. Well this means that I've lost the motivation for me to blog everyday, but I shall do the 30-day Tumblr challenge blogger style. YAY.
I think I need to blog often, because I'm so stressed up over EOYs and I need somewhere to release my stress ? It's just this accomplished feeling whenever I finish publishing a post la. Okay so here I go. Day One -
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Oh yeah I don't feel well and I'm very drowsy from my medicine. So Bye. I'm going back to sleep.
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010 @ 7:31 PM I wished you had the ability to read my mind
Late for school again by a mere 2 minutes. smack heads. Recieved good news right at the start of the morning. I shall wait till more is confirmed before I announce it. Talked to Li En during Reading Period because 305 sucks. LALA Maths Test was bad because I miscalculated 4-1= 2 AHHH ANOTHER SMACK IN THE HEAD I screwed Chemistry SPA. But I did well for Physics Class Test (: Dental after school. No not getting braces, just went to fill the hole in my tooth. I don't feel like typing long essays today because I ain't in the best of mood. Somehow the fact that EOYs are on Tuesday just haven't hit me yet, I'm still lazing around, surfing the net, watching videos etc Yeah if you're wondering, this is for you (two). If you don't think I have anything to say to you, please skip this section tyvm
LALA LIFE SUCKS. BEING IN 305 SUCKS. HAVING EOYs IN 5 DAYS SUCKS. HAVING NO HOLIDAY SUCKS. KILL ME SOMEONE PLEASE |
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @ 9:09 PM I'm sorry baby let's make up
I'm not in the mood to blog today because someone has just annoyed me so much with all her/his disgusting voice. JOANNE NOTHING WILL BRING YOU DOWN CONCENTRATE ON EOY AND THAT'S IT. THINK OF TAIWAN NEW JERSEY FUN REST HOLIDAY OKAY.
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Monday, September 27, 2010 @ 7:58 PM 味觉是一种简单的幸福
Today is basically like any other school day, with all the lessons and everything. But I actually managed to stay awake throughout the day without feeling bored or anything. And I really enjoyed Literature lesson today, because it was nice. LOL Oh yeah, this is what happened:
EPIC SHIT LA HAHAHA OMG, therefore we can all conclude that Tiange is as crazy as Zachariah. TADAH (: I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY TEST when according to mdm wang, many other people from other class didn't, OH YAY UH HUH ~~ I totally understand what Mr Liu meant by it will boost your morale for EOY. 'Cause I can't wait to get to revision for Chemistry now ! Maths Timed Practise was ridiculously hard today ): I nearly died and I left so many blanks, how. I think my real EOY confirm die already. On our way to KOI after Maths, we saw three friends, let's call them Boy A, Boy B and Girl C. So here's what happened, Boy A had an umbrella and sheltered himself, oh and his bag, without even offering to share with the poor Girl C beside him, leaving her to walk under rain. After crossing the little traffic light, Boy B finally decides to open his bag, takes out an umbrella and pass it to Girl C to shelter herself. Moral of the story: Boy A, please go kill yourself because you're so ungentlemanly and you deserve to die. Okay jokes aside, I really its quite ungentlemanly of a guy to not share umbrella with/shelter a girl okay, and rather shelter their bag ?! WTS IS THAT MANZXZ. Okay now to the letter for today Dear friend, I want you to know that I want to always be here for you Btw, I think the best birthday wish I want to get fulfilled this year is for people to remember my freaking birthday. AHH ~~ Okay la, I'm waiting for the arrival of my T-shirt. Bye.
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Sunday, September 26, 2010 @ 3:39 PM There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost
I've been pretty obsessed with paranormal shows like Ghost Hunters, Paranormal State, Ghost Adventures etc lately. I guess my sudden obsession for horror stuff is back again. For those who don't know, I'll always have sudden obsessions, mainly for paranormal stuff. I don't like them, actually they kind of scare the shit out of me but I'm curious haha. Yeah I've always been curious about mythical creatures, haunted places and basically history of ANYTHING. really. That's probably why I keep watching Destination Truth when they have never caught any mythical creature yet. I know shows like DT, GH etc don't always catch evidence to support paranormal activity/the existence of mythical creatures, but when they do, it's always good. Like the footprint of the Yeti, impressive. And a few apparitions caught by GH was pretty good too. Oh I really am very interested in the Yeti okay. Because of a book I read many years back that made a huge impact in my life, unfortunately I cannot remember the title of the book anymore ): I really hope one day someone can discover the Yeti. I had the sudden urge to join the Destination Truth team when I grow older even though I know it isn't really possible. Dear friend, you will be my best volunteer work partner
Okay, Bye. PS/ FERNANDO ALONSO FTW MANZXZ ( I hope la, my $10 at risk leh )
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Friday, September 24, 2010 @ 8:21 PM It's a beautiful night, we're looking for a something dumb to do
Justina say I 不爽 people very easily, and I won't hesitate to criticize them, even if they right in front of me. I quote her saying "Everytime when I make a bunch of new friends, there's a (high) chance that you'll hate/don't like one of them".A more specific example would be while waiting for THE GUYS to cooperate and put their bags into class before heading to Physics lab earlier today. Yes, I was pretty pissed off because hello, if they didn't realised, they were wasting all our time. Well yeah, I don't think I should keep my criticism to myself, because I'll be helping them become a better person, I think. ( Let me live in self denial please ) I don't feel guilty for expressing how I don't like a certain someone unless she/he is being super nice to me. You can call me a bitch but I don't care. And I know I dislike a lot of people, but there are different kind of categories I place people I know in, and they all get different reactions from me. Buddies, :D, Friends, Okay, LALA~~ and please get her/him out of my face now. Yeah. People I don't want to see are under the LALA~~ category and it's actually rather hard to get into the last one. Oh yeah I bought my Bubble Milk Tea from KOI today, I patiently queued for an hour okay. Don't be too shocked, I know I'm not usually a patient person but I'll do anything for KOI simply because it's from Taiwan haha. And thank gosh I'm not disappointed by the quality of the Milk Tea or I'll totally kill myself. Paper One today for both languages is to be described in one word, SCREWED. And I don't want to talk about it anymore, I'm prepared to face failure for both because I know I went out of point and screwed the entire format for both letters. Guess I'll just have to work doubly hard for Paper Two. I read this research today, and apparently some researcher claims that a FEMALE can only keep a secret for a mere 72 hours, which is about three day even when they promised to bring the secret into their graves. Well, I'm afraid I have to disagree with this rather amusing statement because I feel and believe that I definitely can keep a secret for more than 3 days, or even never saying it out. Either because I'll forget about it or I'm too nice a friend who do not break promises, and for that, I'm quite proud of myself. (: Seriously, don't believe you can ask other people. I'm also quite proud of myself for being so smart because I only left 4 questions blank for today's E Maths time practice paper. Oh crap, I feel so egoistic like what Tiange had said. ): but it's a big deal/achievement/accomplishment for me to actually know how to solve so many E Maths questions, considering the fact that I suck at E Maths because my basics is not there at all and I didn't revise for today's practice at all. So let me be proud of myself for awhile. Okay and so my "IDOL" has made today's letter Dear friend, you make me a happy person
In case you're wondering, my 'IDOL' is JECA haha, who apparently has challenged everyone, well in clique to this and see who lasts longer WTH LAME LA. HAHA JOKING Hey Whoever, Scroll down for my birthday wishlist k. Okay, I shall go watch my Fernando Alonso on F1 now. Bye. Ps/ Thanks Charmaine for the ice cream stick (: Appreciate the encouragement and desperately need the luck for EOY.
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Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 9:32 PM Everytime I try to leave something tells me turn around, 'cause how could I ever leave the only one that holds me down
I know I should be studying formats and reading dictionaries to improve my vocab now. But I desperately want to blog even though I have nothing to blog haha. Well I think I going to follow in my "IDOL"'s footstep and challenge her to this letter thing. Basically, I'll write about a friend and also a letter to him/her everyday following her theme. Yeah, trust me, I will. This is lame, but lala, it's a challenge between my "IDOL" and I (note the " ") Okay, so her title for today is Dear friend, I am willing to do anything for you Before I begin my first attempt on this letter, I must say for a first, this is fricking hard. AHHH ~~ So here I go,
I think this is quite fun afterall, it's more fun than the 30 Days letter thing. 'Idol', please continue this for a long time k, so I won't run out of things to blog about. HAHA. Bye.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 9:31 PM It's not my world without you in it.
OMG SO SWEET LA. AIYO.
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010 @ 10:44 PM It's funny how fast time flies when you're in love
Okay since my birthday is coming, in say about 2 weeks.and it's two days before EOY, and everyone should be busy mugging. I shall be very shameless and make a birthday wishlist so that people can prepare my present/card in advance and make it easy for you. Okay I am done. Bye. back to top? |
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@ 7:43 PM Let's runaway to the place where love first found us
OMG Glee Season 2 starts tonight YAY MORE MARK SALLING PLEASE.& maybe Harry Shum Jr because I love the way he dance. YOG Appreciation event yesterday and we were treated to a night at Universal Studios Reached USS at 4 to find out we could enter only at 630, so we walked around the place, looking at candies to buy Walked around w Lien because I really couldn't stand being around a certain someone with Justina ( I guess it pretty obvious who it is huh ) Lights, Camera, Action by Steven Spielberg(?) was pretty average, no wait, actually, it irritates me a lot, the sound was blasting in my ears and everyone was shouting. Then we went to queue for the Mummy ride, which wasted a lot of time due to technical difficulty or something, so we went opposite to play this kiddy thing. I think we went for the water ride and we go soaking wet, thank god I was smart enough to keep all my thing in my umbrella pouch to prevent it from getting as wet as I was. And whatever school people we sat with were extremely gay and annoying, they should stop screaming at the top of their lungs everytime we bump into the side. Lastly it was the dragon roller coaster (?) and it was MY turn to scream haha. and I think I wasn't walking straight after getting down. Oh we caught a few shows too, Donkey live 4D Shrek Movie Monster Rock etc I was quite attracted to the vampire from Monster Rock, 'cause he moves in a very nice way. And I'm officially in love w 4D movies okay, even though water on my specs is always in the way. Shopped in Hollywood Street, bought a few things for family and Gerald (: Cabbed home w Lien at 11plus ? Overall it was quite fun la. Not much photos but a few special ones especially with Charlie Chaplin guy. (: YAY THANKS YOG COMMITTEE WHO GAVE US THE FREE TICKETS (L) Feeling sick today, running nose and a bad cough. Basically it means I can't breathe properly, which makes it worse because the medicine is making me so drowsy but I can't sleep well. I want to try KOI aka 50岚 tomorrow because I LOVE 50岚 when I was in Taiwan okay. :D YAY my possible destination for this december is New Jersey (: to visit Nelson after Taiwan. OMG awesome, I'm looking forward to Decemeber already haha Okay i am going back to try to sleep Bye |
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Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 11:08 PM You can count on me like 1 2 3, and I'll be there
Sometimes when everything gets so frustrating and stressful, I want to go back in time, to the days I'm in Taiwan. I can be Joanne Tan, without needing to care about how other look at me and what they say about me. I can go crazy with my friends like Nelson, Ivy, Stephanie, Jessica(s), Ryan, Henry, Joseph, Daniel, Tina, Tiffany(s), Amanda(s), Chanel, Patricia and many others. I can SMILE like nothing else in the world matters. I can be with people I like and enjoy every weekend staring into William's face. I can camp out looking at fireflies with Grace. I can play the swings and have Chua Bing everytime I feel sad. I can play everyday after school at the arcade near shihlin with Leo and Mark. I admit that I'm alot less happy and joyful here in Singapore. I do love my friends here, and I enjoy their company, ALOT, but it just doesn't make me happy because I can't completely be myself here, other than with my family and with Gerald. I mean, I'm truthful about myself most of the time to other people but somehow I can't show the crazy side of me. Oh and I know I have this trust issue, I can't trust people easily. I guess it should be my major flaw (?) I'm sorry but please give me time to open up about myself okay. Lastly, Thanks for being there for me, through this horrible weekend, Gerald, Nelson & Jessica. (: Oh wait, and there's also Bruno Mars. He's like the English version of Khalil to me.
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Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 7:37 PM There's a little black box a record of emotion everything there ever was
YAY I got my laptop back, which miraculously survived a drop two stories down after being in the servicing centre for less than a week. Awesome computer man, seriously, careless people should all buy my laptop 'cause it's so super durable. Oh a week ago, I met up with Nelson while he was in Singapore. I'm pretty amazed at how we still can talk about anything under the sun like we used to even after I became I quote "A FEMALE" Really appreciate all the gifts and memories. I don't know when or if I'll ever see you again, but I hope I will and let it be soon. Like you said when I left, ROCK ON. I really appreciate whoever above for letting me know all of my awesome friends, who forgives me whenever I'm showing them attitude. REALLY, from the bottom of my heart, I really treasure you guys and I'll always be here for you Ah and, I've been seeing people in HUGE THICK BLACK jacket walking around, either desperately fanning themself with their hands/complaining to their friends about the weather. Do they really expect the weather to be cold, in sunny Singapore when global warming is occuring. Idiots. Okay I've said my piece Bye. |
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Friday, September 3, 2010 @ 9:39 PM It's the September Holidays ! (:
YAY AWESOME I REALLY THINK SEPTEMBER IS A REALLY GOOD MONTH WHY ? BECAUSE ~~
I'm happy today, simple because I'm meeting Nelson tomorrow, hurray. It's been almost two years since we last met manzxz. Yes, I'll be wearing my gaga for nelson shirt (: On the other hand, I'm pretty sad that I won't be joining my class for CIP on Wednesday ): how sad. I like kids. I remembered, how awesome, must be a miracle. After getting back results and ending term 3 today, I think I should do a reflection for the term, 3 Things I did better: - I studied - I paid attention in class - I took initiative in volunteering for YOG 3 Things I should do better in Term 4: - Try not to sleep in class - Study and understand better, ask teacher questions when I don't understand - Do my homework Overall, I feel smarter than the last 2.5 years in Nanhua, but at the same time, I've never hated being in Nanhua so much until this term. I couldn't drag myself up on time which result in me being late a few times, I promise to change this habit by term 4 and I'll fulfill all my promises to the teachers in my teachers' day card. Work Hard, Joanne ! Oh alright bye. |
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Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 9:33 PM ‘Cause I know you deserve better than more
I'm not supposed to be blogging because as ridiculous as it may sound, my laptop is two floors below me REALLY. I shall not say anything about what happened but just, I can't blog for hmm, I guess a few months ? so this blog shall not be updated till further notice. Well since the uncle lied to me about this computer having movie maker when it doesn't, and I've already paid to use it for an hour, I can only blog ): Since facebook is pretty boring. Okay, after the whole episode today, I will blog about both RESPONSIBILTY and SERVICE because I think it'll be alot more exciting than my usual rants and crap about my daily life. First, SERVICE I shouldn't be commenting much about service, since I'm not in the service line and do not understand what they face in their job everyday. But seriously, I think basic courtesy is to APOLOGISE when you make a mistake, and not push the blame to others, especially not to your customers, because the only thing you'll get is a page long complain letter in font size 8 to your headquarters. Second, RESPONSIBILTY I quote from the movie, Spiderman
Yeah, so I don't see why some people can have the power but somehow shrinks all her responsibilities to others because she claims some other people "did not do anything" when she hasn't done anything herself. Wow, pot calling the kettle black :O Is that really what someone with great power should do ? NO, I don't think so , unless Spiderman has been teaching its audience the wrong message. |
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