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Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 6:12 PM

Courage

I guess I can officially strike O Levels Chinese off my list of important things to do this year.

I can't express how I'm so happy now because I'm saying goodbye to Chinese O levels, I've been anticipating it okay well maybe anticipating is the wrong word but you get what I mean, from the start of Secondary Three.

I'm quite confident of an A for paper one but paper two, I must say, Not so. I may fail. K I don't want to comment any further because I'm going to put the load off my chest.

I lost vision like completely blanked out, all I saw was whiteness for a period of time, TWICE today. I think there's something bad going wrong with my body.

Oh and here's a shout out to my other friends who took the paper and reads my blog, don't feel sad over the paper because it's over anyway. SMILE (:

I need my A1 and I want my A1 badly.

Yeah I'm pretty hard on myself, I know.

But the more my family and friends try to wish me luck and tell me to calm down and stop worrying, I feel bad because I know they care and I don't want to disappoint them.

And also I have a secret (maybe not so secret now) desire to top the class in Chinese.

Plus I worked hard to be eligible to take Higher Chinese in Secondary School after the HOD in Clementi Primary didn't allow me to when I returned from 2 years of living in Taiwan, I mean WTF WHY NOT LA, it's a chinese speaking country leh.

So I'm going to have to score at least an A2 to continue my Higher Chinese education.

Actually I was pretty stressed up waiting outside the classroom this morning, to say the least.

I mean, how can I feel relaxed when Zhuang Laoshi told me "要考A1哦" and all the other teachers from Cultural Camp to actually have chose me to be a leader because they are confident I will get an A for this O levels.

Oh well what's done can't be undone right.

Thanks Gerald, Kel, William Fang and Gao Laoshi who messaged me in the morning to wish me good luck. (:

On the lighter note, Glee is awesome LOL

I think I'm repeating the same thing every week, but seriously it's so awesome I can't stand it anymore, in a good way of course.

I'm leaving this video here because I love darren criss yay.

I can't believe they actually cast him omg I can't stop being happy.

OMG IT'S DARREN CRISS !!!!!! YAYYYYY