Anyway I was watching University this morning since I wasn't in school due to my twisted neck

and they were discussing 暧昧 between friends of the opposite sex

Actually I do think boys make better friends, well at least to me.

Because I don't know. They don't bitch around behind my back like girls do; They are more sensitive towards what they say.

I remember seeing this somewhere ages ago, it says "Boys may not be your best shopping partners, but admit it, THEY ARE your best friends" or something along that line

For that split second, I think I nodded my head in agreement to my computer screen

However I think everyone should know their boundaries when they're around anyone of the opposite sex

Ohwell this are just my five cents worth.

Today has proved how much I love Physics and I love Mr Tan's teaching because despite painkillers I didn't fall asleep during physics lessons.

Yeah I think I've been recovering my love and passion for many things lately which is good,

like reading Chinese novels, Physics lessons, Maths lessons, SS lessons etc

What I lack and need most now is my passion for Chinese, I NEED IT BACK.

I NEED MY FLUENT CHINESE SPEAKING SKILLS BACK. I NEED MY LOVE FOR CHINESE BACK. I NEED MY AWESOME CHINESE BACK. I NEED MY FANTASTIC CHINESE WRITING SKILLS BACK.

Don't get me wrong, I still like Chinese but it ain't the same as before.

I remember anticipating Chinese lessons in TES and in Primary 6, I remember going the extra mile to do many things to improve my Chinese. But I just lost the passion for it in Secondary Two, and I didn't know why.

I'm just hoping being completely immersed in Chinese environment during the 7 days of Cultural Camp will allow me to find my passion for Chinese again. I desperately need it for O Levels coming up real soon.

I think I should get back to Physics Homework and Maths now.

(See I've changed I'm a hardworking and guai student now)