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Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 8:42 PM

Give me five minutes to rant before I sleep.

Things happened over the pass couple of days and I admit I haven't been of the best of mood

I guess it's the stress and myself to blame.

I know I don't confront problems in the face, and I choose to run away from it because I'm afraid of worsening the situation

I know I shut the world out because I'm afraid of being let down by the world again

I know I can't take abrupt changes because I'm afraid I don't fit in.

My life wasn't all the perfect with my awesome clique. I had my own share of those moments before them okay. Probably more that the average because yes, I'm Asian and I was in an International school. And It's not like I haven't been hurt by a friend before.

I recieved a whole email from Gerald because he knew I was feeling down

When everything gets hard, don't hold back your tears because I want the chance to be there for you. Just cry and let everything bad run down your check and evaporate in the sun because everything will be okay after that. .... I'll be there for you, I promise, because I care for you.

This made me cry shit but still tyvm. And there's Nelson who offered to send me a packet of tissue to wipe my tears -.- I really appreciate the both of you. Thanks ah. (L)

I hate it when I break down near my birthday every year. First it was PSLE then EOYs to add to the stress.

Yeah that's me I function this way. I think I have depression now.

Or maybe it's the stress. Whatever. I'm going to sleep. Bye.